Tuesday November 30, 2010

Andrew's comments are killing me. Today he told Olivia to go give Lucas a hug, which totally confused her. I asked him if he thought about Lucas a lot and he said that he thinks about him all the time and prays for him all the time. Then the says to me that I don't know that Lucas' heart isn't fixed, God may have fixed it and I just don't know yet. He's right, but I tried to have a conversation with him about God's will and that it may not be his will to heal Lucas. I haven't figured out how to balance faith that God can heal with the reality that it is unlikely....how do I explain that to Andrew? His final comment was that God may just want Lucas to be with Him right away. Ugh.